Fake friends

I was really naive 

A new kid expecting to make new friends

Real friends

That would be with you every step of the way

Invite you to things

Hang out ALL the time

But that didn't happen 

I had school friends

They didn't talk to me outside of school

Never 

Never got invited anywhere 

Never texted me for my opinion 

And then high school came 

I stopped talking to those friends

And was alone again 

New friends came 

I was still naive 

Thought these friends would be real

I was again wrong

Not invited anywhere

Used 

Only talked to inside of school

Not invited anywhere

And when I was I didn't feel welcome 

Lied to 

Used

Ignored

Upset

I was there for them when they were upset

The only time I was upset was because of them